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Post by lisafaith on Oct 9, 2006 0:46:41 GMT -5
i think it's about the pain more than the attention- but not in a concrete way- the pain is representative of something else- slicing through numbness in a too concrete way for lack of something more productive... I don't know about that...there comes a point where emotional pain becomes too much. i agree, i didnt mean to suggest that the numbness thing was the only explanation. |
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Post by lisafaith on Oct 9, 2006 0:48:34 GMT -5
so back to less lofty pursuits....i hope myO was okay-
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Post by FlyIntoOblivion on Oct 9, 2006 0:48:45 GMT -5
I don't know about that...there comes a point where emotional pain becomes too much. i agree, i didnt mean to suggest that the numbness thing was the only explanation. No, I think it comes to a point where feeling anything is better than feeling nothing at all. |
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Post by lisafaith on Oct 9, 2006 0:50:06 GMT -5
i agree, i didnt mean to suggest that the numbness thing was the only explanation. No, I think it comes to a point where feeling anything is better than feeling nothing at all. well, yeah then you agree with my first suggestion. but its complicated - too complicated for my weary ass right now. |
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Post by FlyIntoOblivion on Oct 9, 2006 0:50:12 GMT -5
so back to less lofty pursuits....i hope myO was okay- I hope so too. It sounded scary. |
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Post by FlyIntoOblivion on Oct 9, 2006 0:51:17 GMT -5
No, I think it comes to a point where feeling anything is better than feeling nothing at all. well, yeah then you agree with my first suggestion. but its complicated - too complicated for my weary ass right now. ;D ;D ;D ;D |
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Post by lisafaith on Oct 9, 2006 0:53:12 GMT -5
so back to less lofty pursuits....i hope myO was okay- I hope so too. It sounded scary. If she was having the pain I used to get...it is scary. I have lived alone for many years now....and when the pain got really bad..I had just moved to Florida, and I was lucky enough to have a pool out back. The pain was so bad I couldnt lay down because the pulling of gravity was excruciating. I couldnt sit up because it hurt and couldnt stand because i was delirious from pain. So I, in my infinite wisdom- in my pj's- in the middle of the night- walked out into the pool and suspended myself from a raft to be weightless. great idea...bad idea if you drown however. ;D |
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Post by FlyIntoOblivion on Oct 9, 2006 0:54:17 GMT -5
I hope so too. It sounded scary. If she was having the pain I used to get...it is scary. I have lived alone for many years now....and when the pain got really bad..I had just moved to Florida, and I was lucky enough to have a pool out back. The pain was so bad I couldnt lay down because the pulling of gravity was excruciating. I couldnt sit up because it hurt and couldnt stand because i was delirious from pain. So I, in my infinite wisdom- in my pj's- in the middle of the night- walked out into the pool and suspended myself from a raft to be weightless. great idea...bad idea if you drown however. ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D |
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Post by lisafaith on Oct 9, 2006 0:54:18 GMT -5
i think it's probably best if i dont suggest that course of action to myO. what do you think? LOL
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Post by FlyIntoOblivion on Oct 9, 2006 0:54:57 GMT -5
Probably not...eeep!
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Post by lisafaith on Oct 9, 2006 0:55:52 GMT -5
the sad thing is how many times i waded into the pool fully clothed. stupid ass doc kept saying i had acid reflux- people go to work with acid reflux....i couldnt even talk - moron. eventually i found out i had gall bladder disease. su-per-ior.
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Post by FlyIntoOblivion on Oct 9, 2006 0:57:21 GMT -5
the sad thing is how many times i waded into the pool fully clothed. stupid ass doc kept saying i had acid reflux- people go to work with acid reflux....i couldnt even talk - moron. eventually i found out i had gall bladder disease. su-per-ior. Sigh...well, at least you're better now, that's all that matters. |
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Post by FlyIntoOblivion on Oct 9, 2006 0:59:30 GMT -5
Sigh...well, at least you're better now, that's all that matters. true true. was not my finest hour. or day....  that was 11/04- had it taken out end of month...and two months later end of jan- cancer. good times. Oh my! How awful! What kind?  |
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Post by FlyIntoOblivion on Oct 9, 2006 1:02:58 GMT -5
but i am alive, so .... scar...pfft! right? (it's huge) No way, scars are awesome. I have one on my left knee-I was in a warehouse at a punk show and I fell and ripped all the skin off, but not enough to bleed. It took forever to heal. |
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Post by FlyIntoOblivion on Oct 9, 2006 1:03:50 GMT -5
Wow...How scary. It runs in my family-I just hope I don't get it too early in life. uterine cancer runs in your family or cancer in general? Uterine. Cancer in general, but uterine from my father's family. |
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Post by FlyIntoOblivion on Oct 9, 2006 1:06:24 GMT -5
No way, scars are awesome. I have one on my left knee-I was in a warehouse at a punk show and I fell and ripped all the skin off, but not enough to bleed. It took forever to heal. ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Scars like this one are not awesome if you think one day you might want to be **ahem** "close" to someone-  there's no way -  Nah...I think they add character to your body. Like moles or freckles, only man-made. |
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Post by FlyIntoOblivion on Oct 9, 2006 1:10:13 GMT -5
Nah...I think they add character to your body. Like moles or freckles, only man-made. i see why you say that- but, i may have a little too much character then. ;D Pfft, you can never have enough. |
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Post by FlyIntoOblivion on Oct 9, 2006 1:13:12 GMT -5
Yeah, you find me a man that will put up with me for more than six months and we have a deal. The convent's starting to look really nice to me. I've always wanted a lot of kids, but considering the state of the world, I don't think I'd want to risk it. Nah- you can't be all that bad!  My house is pretty much a convent now, so if you ever want to come visit-  Thanks, but I have my moments. I need a nice boy...that's all I ask for. Heehee! I've always wanted to be a nun... |
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Post by FlyIntoOblivion on Oct 9, 2006 1:13:29 GMT -5
Night Lisa!
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Post by Ayesa86 on Oct 9, 2006 5:26:31 GMT -5
but i am alive, so .... scar...pfft! right? (it's huge) No way, scars are awesome. I have one on my left knee-I was in a warehouse at a punk show and I fell and ripped all the skin off, but not enough to bleed. It took forever to heal. Yup. Scars are like tattoos with better stories. My favourite one is right down my left wrist where my cat attacked me once while I was trying to get her to the vet. The vet was like "Does she have any temperment problems?" And I'm like *holds up arm* And he's like "Oh...you want some medical tape for that?" |
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